bad start to a new month

been quite lazy to go online lately..esp after work when i'm all tired and glued to the couch..
and also cuz i couldn't find much to do online that time..but right now when i need to go online to download some things (cannot be specified..if not later get sued over copyright breach how?)..anyways..just when i found lots of things to do online, my desktop's cpu went kaput on me..and i haven't the slightest idea what's wrong with it..was just downloading some things then go afk as usual to watch tv (it was stil alive at that moment)..but during the commercials when i went back thinking i could watch some youtube vids that i left to load while afk, then realized that the monitor was turned off with the standby light blinking..it won't turn on no matter how and after awhile i got fed up and pissed off..typical me for being impatient and hot tempered..sigh..i seem to be unlucky with these sort of things..few months ago only my modem got burned cuz i was thinking that a few mild lightnings shouldn't be damaging rite?! but then..i was that unlucky..and now this..feel so cursed =.="

but thank goodness my cpu is still under warranty..and i'm lucky that the warranty is up til this yr's march..lol..just short of one month from being expired..and this is where my dad's old laptop comes in handy..that's why i'm online now =) these are the things that i would have usually taken for granted and be ignorant before..hmm..come to think of it..it seems like there's always a lucky side to all the things that could turn bad or wrong in life..hence, the moral of the story may be "look on the bright side" perhaps?

work is quite hectic this week..and also for the next week too..well..at least it keeps me busy instead of being home and alone..i tend to have the bad habit of thinking too much when i'm alone..which is why i rather be a workaholic and work myself til i'm too tired for anything else..and at least i've got a very slight raise in salary from all those work..it's very little but it's still better than nothing rite?

dunno why i'm so moody lately..wonder if it's because of my hormones or various things that bothers me..it's not a big issue..but it's just some tiny things that bothers me in a subtle manner..so i guess it's sort of like what he says? "sikit sikit menjadi bukit"? whichever..i forgot what the saying was exactly..lol..but at least talking things out with someone who gives good advice does get rid of some stress i've been accumulating inside over a period of time..tho i really do feel like crying at times over the past few days..