Preettty sooooon I'll update this blog again..

And this time around..i'm gonna change everything..the layouts..the posts..juz to make it completely different from the past..i might even change the blog address or close this to start a new one..

but..it would have to wait til when i have the mood and the time again..for now..i just couldnt find the energy, time and mood to talk abt things and my life..so much has happened in so little time til i'm all burned out..sighhhhh

they say things would turn better with time..but i'm still waiting..or rather, i'm doing things to try make the days better..sometimes i do stupid things that would make things worse..but i don't want to be the person who just sits there and wait for something to change my life..i can't sit still..that's just me..i can't even sit still for an hour in the cinema..so what more when it comes to doing things to make my days better when it sucks so much now?

for now..i'm sorry for abandoning you..again..but then again..i don't go all over promoting my blogs..so no one reads my blog..it's just my rantings here tht may perhaps be a place for me to let out instead of keeping it all in when i have no one else anymore..