i was given a "talk" by one of my closest friend from earlier years who knows me well enough to tell me directly what she thinks of what i'm indirectly doing to myself and what i should do to get out of it all..she reminded me of who i used to be and what has changed me from that person to being a weak hopeless person as i am now..so she basically slap some sense into me and told me to give up the past of mine that has been holding me back from being what i could be..to give up the ppl who hurt me or used me for their own purposes..and i guess she's right..i'll just have to give up all of them..starting by cutting off all contacts and deleting them one by one from my life..so far..went through my fb and msn list and got rid of the whole group of ppl i've been mingling with wrongly..felt a sense of relief after that..in a way..as tho a burden has been lifted..but who else next? been trying to get myself to cut off some ppl..but..why does it ache inside? should i? could i? and would i? maybe after awhile more when it doesnt hurt..but then again..waiting til then might be a bad idea..
note to self: 34 weeks more..
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