stress stress stress

lately..i'm only getting up to 4 hours sleep daily n i'm getting more and more tired as time pass..rushing for thesis and preparing for presentation was no fun..but it's a race to the end..presentation was bad..i screwed up by being too nervous and distracted by ppl who pass by the room..when i looked back onto the presentation slides, i blanked out..i could not remember what i was presenting and what those gel images represent..there goes half my presentation trying to make up words and ideas since what i've remembered and prepared before the presentation has completely disappeared..in my mind at that time for each and every slide = aiks, what is this now? looks familiar but what did i do and why did i do that? so basically i started the presentation ok..but ended badly..Q&A i was still blanked out til i can't understand the questions directed to me..and my examiner was scary >.<

what's worse?? my laptop's adaptor died on me..according to lyn, it was a short circuit..cuz my laptop turn off completely the moment the adaptor died..my heart stopped beating the moment it happened..cuz over the past few weeks i've been relying completely on my laptop to get my thesis work done..my hse pc does not have the windows office 2007 version and it's hard to work with the simple version of word..i feel completely lost and helpless without word 2007..sigh..of all the times it could happen, why now? =/ but at least i've managed to get help from my very reliable friends..one offered to lend me the microsoft office cd, while another offered to lend me her spare adaptor in 2 days time..i feel grateful to be able to get the help i need at this moment..