confused

My mind is all over the place..
it's not in one place, it's confusing and rather jumbled-up..I can't get somethings out of my mind, can't release the hold of thoughts have on me..Even as I sit here typing, i realize my brain is all confusing and not working properly..
But how do I use my time to escape from these messed-up thoughts???
Work,work,work..I am going to work my way to death one day I tell you..I feel like a robot sometimes, just working and channeling myself into work to forget many things..
But it's the wrong method..I know that now..*sigh*
Took me long enough..I always run away from my problems..I realize that now..I never face them, just run and avoid thinking about them until disaster strikes..It's rather stupid and careless..but..